I saw a picture of Shonda Rimes with Annalise Keating, Dr Meredith Grey and Olivia Pope. These are all characters that have come to life in front of us; all thanks to her imagination. Do you see it’s potency. Like a drug taking you to places you have never been. I thought of becoming the…
Hell Hath No Fury!
The bleak reality is slowly dawning on me. It’s over. There is no turning back of time to unsay words or to undo certain deeds. It’s back to the loneliness, the dreariness, the envy of other seemingly happy couples. The valentine’s fever only exacerbating the situation… red and white adorn every shop window. Couples seem…
Hear Me Too
Hear me too as I wail in silence, too afraid to speak out! Hear me too as the fear clogs my throat threatening to shut my airwaves. Listen as I silently plead for a way out, an escape out of this prison I call a relationship, a marriage. Hear me too as I artfully hide…
Secret Bae…
In these alcohol infused trails in my mind when I think of you I immediately turn to Sam Smith. When we haven’t spoken in ages and your memories cloud my befuddled and lonely mind Sam Smith eases that ache that yearning that longing for your call, for your text, to just hear your voice one…
More Than Intimate
His touch was like a match setting fire to the last of the slowly fading embers of heat in my body. Breathing life to the dying embers and creating a craving, an animal instinct hunger to devour the sensations that his touch elicited. He slowly and painstakingly nurtured the embers into white hot searing flames…
Come Back To Me…
Daddy please come back to me… The vultures are circling around me, ready at any minute to swoop in for the kill. Daddy I can hear the hyenas cackling in the background, licking their lips Jaws ready to break my bones. Animal instinct gearing the hyenas and the vultures for a feast! I know they…
SOLITUDE
Lest we forget by solitude we were borne and unto solitude we shall return, yet our existence shouldn’t be a lonely one. – Nyaradzo Ngoma
A Letter To My Unborn Child
My love, my soul, my baby, my precious custom made express gift from God; welcome to life. Enjoy your first breaths, enjoy your innocence; I pray I do not deprive you of a wholesome childhood. I pray God equips me with the skills to teach you how to love and how to be strong. So…
The Words I Should Have Shared…
The words inside my head jostle and kick for my attention screaming and creating havoc inside my already troubled and riotous mind. Scattering all sane thought begging to be unleashed, begging for freedom… Almost like protesting prisoners they bang their spoons against the bars of the cell that is my brain, sending my senses into…
Fear
Fear says let me feed off your insecurities; let me fuel your inner demons… let me whisper cruel lies into your ears and decapitate your self confidence. Fear says listen to my voice and you will be the best at nothing… Your life will lose all meaning and your feelings of worthlessness will increase…
