Today marks 20 years since you left,20 missed birthdays,a million laughs,some milestones,discovery of some talents;heartbreaks I don’t know how many other moments I would have loved to share with you. But we don’t own destiny,its in God’s hands.I dont think I should still feel this way,I think it’s weird that I still hurt sometimes.I break…
Sinner’s plea
Do my prayers fall on deaf ears? Or am I so tainted and darkened by sin that God cannot see me anymore? Has my sinful nature disgusted God so much so that He has reluctantly turned away from me? Has the devil finally managed to achieve all he promised? He told me that I was…
A Walk Through The Past
I’m not easily moved by the tears coming from you because you have made mine flow more copiously than that… I’m not flattered by your platitudes because when I needed them the most they weren’t being said to me. Your apologies are not heard because I still carry the bitterness of wounds from the past…
The sound…
If you pay attention and you listen very carefully my child, you can hear the sound of breaking hearts. And what is it that you hear,what is it that you listen for? You hear the anguished moans of dying hope, you hear the groans of a soul that is being strangled by the pain. You…
Imagination
I saw a picture of Shonda Rimes with Annalise Keating, Dr Meredith Grey and Olivia Pope. These are all characters that have come to life in front of us; all thanks to her imagination. Do you see it’s potency. Like a drug taking you to places you have never been. I thought of becoming the…
Hell Hath No Fury!
The bleak reality is slowly dawning on me. It’s over. There is no turning back of time to unsay words or to undo certain deeds. It’s back to the loneliness, the dreariness, the envy of other seemingly happy couples. The valentine’s fever only exacerbating the situation… red and white adorn every shop window. Couples seem…
Hear Me Too
Hear me too as I wail in silence, too afraid to speak out! Hear me too as the fear clogs my throat threatening to shut my airwaves. Listen as I silently plead for a way out, an escape out of this prison I call a relationship, a marriage. Hear me too as I artfully hide…
Secret Bae…
In these alcohol infused trails in my mind when I think of you I immediately turn to Sam Smith. When we haven’t spoken in ages and your memories cloud my befuddled and lonely mind Sam Smith eases that ache that yearning that longing for your call, for your text, to just hear your voice one…
More Than Intimate
His touch was like a match setting fire to the last of the slowly fading embers of heat in my body. Breathing life to the dying embers and creating a craving, an animal instinct hunger to devour the sensations that his touch elicited. He slowly and painstakingly nurtured the embers into white hot searing flames…
Come Back To Me…
Daddy please come back to me… The vultures are circling around me, ready at any minute to swoop in for the kill. Daddy I can hear the hyenas cackling in the background, licking their lips Jaws ready to break my bones. Animal instinct gearing the hyenas and the vultures for a feast! I know they…
